(twin)
i remember waking hungry, and you
sweatered and soft, made me breakfast. in bed
i remember how to forget the ache. hunger
memories can’t be fed with sugar water. i drench
the moments i can’t take back, with heat,
curling steam. to the beginning i try to write a goodbye letter to a younger me. forgetting
isn’t like we want it to be. erasing doesn’t undo. the ache
reminds me i am still that girl. i am still
hungry. in the morning the place you slept seems too small to fit
your bones and blood. i think i’ve always had this
morning yawn, this empty organ, this
bed.
Melissa Marsh is a writer and photographer. Her written work has appeared in Sink Hollow, Asterism, The Scarab, and elsewhere. Her photography has appeared in The Shore and more can be found on instagram: instagram.com/autumnandravens.
